2000-07-01 - 15:48:44

i wish i could force myself to update more often, but it never happens!!!! i always think of things i want to write about but they end up getting lost in my mind and time. once again it is saturday and im slacking at work. as a matter of fact i got into work at 10 and signed right on to aol and i received an IM from my mother stating : "goofing off already?" well YEAH ofcourse it IS saturday.

i am all alone in a sxe room and noone is coming in. they must all be asleep. i think we are closing at 1 today....thats good and bad. good cos i can go home, bad cos i lose some hours. im turning into a work-a-holic but i cant help. i just feel if im not doing anything during the week i might as well make as much money possible rather than wasting it by watching tv all day. to me,taking a day off is like losing $52. pathetic i know. sweet 2 dudes just came into the room. anyway, the phone is ringing a lil. so im not completely useless here. some people say it looks like im losing weight especially my mom. too bad im not trying to. its weird cos like 4-5 months ago i know i weighed like 130/133 and i just weighed myself the other day and i weigh like 123/124. i have no idea how i lost that much all i can think of is the surgery. maybe that combined with the fact that i dont drink soda anymore. well ill just keep eating ice cream to maintain myself :)