1999-11-20 - 02:22:45

buffy wont stop meowing, what is her deal?? shes cute, but i dont get her sometimes. now shes bouncing around on my trampoline. i find it funny that she is 12 years old yet she still chases her tale from time to time. it is sooooooooo adorable. ha ha ha, i mean youd think by age 12 shed learned that the tail is attached to her !!!!

i just got back from bradford.....it was a semi-eventful nite. the play went well, but driving to boston was a freakin pain. only one more nite til freedom. yayyyyyy selen lost her wallet but found it in some van. i knew she would! she was so happy that she bought me dinner. well i didnt complain! selen got mad at laural cos she brought all these people into selen's room and selen wasnt even there!! i can really understand where selen is coming from on that one, i mean it is HER ( actually our ) room!!! man. whatever i think they are over it. i was tryin to talk in her turkish accent tonite. its hard!!!! i guess ill just stick to my british one.

im going ice skating tomorrow. i have to get back in the habit. its just for public skating though. i dont have enough guts to go back to my old rink and actually skate with everyone i used to. i would feel so weird. i dont know how everyone would treat me. its crazy, i bet everyone has grown up so much. i used to know them since they were like 8 years old and i bet they are all close to highschool now. that scares me!!! maybe once i get stronger i will go and have a lesson with sheri my old coach. im not up to that yet though, cos i just dont think i can deal. i feel like most of my skating career never happened. it was like a black hole in my life. my friend matt inspired me to just skate for fun though. its cool and its exercise. yah!