the goo goo dolls are my saviors. the egyptians were amazing. my eyes are closed as i type this but im not going to bed. im too tired to put my pajamas on. i suppose i should just go and deal with it. i gotta go explain straight edge to someone. precisely one year ago this nite, i met markie metal at 1am and we went to a playground until 5 in the morning. and the next day i had a really annoying rehearsal to attend. memories. i can remember that nite like it was yesterday. im glad im where i am now though. sometimes it's hard to put to words exactly what i'm thinking or feeling. such is life.