this has been such hell. i dont deserve this and noone does. i awoke to an agonizing pain this morning.....and have been like this since basically 730am. i have bawled my eyes out at times i was in pain so much. ive thrown up 6 times. im dehydrated, i cant even hold water down. ive had like less than 1/4 glass of water all day. this suxxx. i dont know how ive made it this far. my wonderful boyfriend has gone to star market for me to get me popsicles, sprite, and saltines. it was cute cos i had to explain to him what popsicles are. ahhh :sigh:. let's hope tomorrow is better than today. actually, i don't think anything could be worse than today. i need to lay down although ive been doing it all day. sitting up makes me nauseous =/