im talking to rachel my roommate from when i was in ohio. last year, around this time i used to write about her so much, prob cos i was living with her. we had such a blast all the time. i forget i lived there all the time. it was so fun. i miss it. i miss ohio. damn. im in a =/ mood. i have a paper due after thanksgiving but since im obsessed i wanted to write 2 of the 5 pages today at work. i haven't started. i'm working tomorrow and could do it, or i could do it next week, or the week after. im kicking my ass though for not starting now. i have no motivation. it's due in a month. i guess i should just chill. man i sometimes wish i could have stayed in ohio. only sometimes. who knows. =/ =/ =/ im watching todd's band play tonite, ill sing with them too. i told him im only staying til 11 though, i need to take care of myself and get sleep. the clouds are not helping my mood at all today. things always change.