2001-02-10 - 16:00:26

whats uppppp. im chillin at post road cahpet. noone is online, who would be at 10am on a saturday? i just got in....i did not get a good sleep at ALL last nite. well when i was sleepin i was fine but when i woke up...i wasnt. i feel like a drank a cappucino or something..i can't drink caffeine ever. like my mind is reallllllyyy tired(cos i went to bed @ 230am) but my body is wired. i hate thissss. i couldnt be a druggie even if i wanted to. (that sounded lame) i hope this is just a 1-day phase. maybe it's nerves. who knows!

last nite...was interesting...yet really fun. i arrived at the theater around 5. julie and wayne were in there chillin, maxin, and relaxin. let me take this opportunity to talk about wayne. he is this super cool kid at my school...he works as the assistant to the technical director of the theater and he actually graduated from suffolk in 1999. he is hilarious as hell. he's 24 but looks about 19. he was showin' me how to do the lights and stuff and we were singin' FIVE, LFO, and BBMack to name a few. props to him for knowing the songs. the funny thing about this kid is his voice is like the lowest voice i've ever heard in my life- it almost sounds fake. he's just a fun kid hehe. we were settin up chairs on the stage and i was singing britney(sometimes i run..sometimes i hide..) and dancin...it's actually kinda cool to have a stage all to yourself now and again. performing to an empty auditorium. the accoustics kicked ass. dante came to watched the staged reading...it was cool having him there with me. im not really down with the whole theatre crowd at my school so i woulda been pretty lonely if he hadn't come. we had fun sitting up in the balcony all by ourselves... it was cool. the general manager of the theater afterwards was asking Dante about Hatebreed...it was funny. he's like do you iggy pop? or MC 5? they were kinda angry back in the day...angry, loud music. we were like yeahhhhhhhhh

we hung out on this corner on park street for about 3 hours joking, laughing, and just watchin people walk/drive by. i told dante to go up to random people and say WHASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUPPPP to their faces. he wouldn't. i did it to this guy's back. that's about it!!!!! i decided to write a film..it's going to be about two people standing on a corner..watching people(like we were doing) and find out how somehow the 2 are intertwined with the diff people that walk by from past encounters whether it be in a store, on a highway, another city or even state. the people you walk by daily that you don't think twice about..im sure you have walked by them atleast one other time in your life...well not everyone, but im sure more people than you can think or remember. so that is what my movie will be about. ofcourse i will get in way more depth about that.

i'll end with a classic quote from the evening....this dude in his car stopped at a red light kept yelling out the window at us "Y'ALL LOOK CUTE, Y'ALL LOOK CUTE!!!" if he only knew haha.y'all gon make me lose mah mind